Meet the loves of my life! 

My loving boyfriend and my very active son… with them everything is perfect as imperfect as some situations might be. But when I see them having fun, it just makes my days feels unlike any other. <3

I found someone who has found my heart and has accepted more than anyone has ever been willing to tolerate. He’s the most amazing person in the world. I’m so happy he feels my heart and I his. 

You know the feeling of floating; I’m in the clouds. 
This feeling is just so nice I wish it never goes away. I just have to keep bringing myself back to reality. I hope I’m not dreaming because I’m finally happy. I’ve only known him for a bit. Maybe weeks or a months or more, I don’t know… time has flown. We’ve met up 3 times and we’ll have our first date  next week. I’m so happy, so excited. He likes me and I like him. The way he treats me, talks to me, and respects me makes me wonder if he’s real. But, he is. At least, he’s a real person, haha!

The one place I would like to visit more than anything is France. I’ve always wanted to live there for a minimum of a year so I learn and pick up the language. I’ve lost  most of it but I’m sure I can regain it with need. Many people speak of the Romance and blah but really it’s about thee language and the culture I would like to experience. Having to buy fresh produce on daily basis and acquiring the french food taste.. It would be a dream come true, never will but I’ve dreamed of the day since I was little. 

There are many time when we don’t appreciate friends. As time progresses we realized that friends are the only ones we could trust in the end. They’re the ones who stand by you when you have a heartbreak, and the ones who make sense out of the senseless. They see through the chaos our heart clouds within. 

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Today I lived through one of the most traumatizing experiences of my life thus far. 

I live down the street from a small park, and I decided that it was nice enough to take a jog down there. The park is usually desolate, so I figured I would be alone.

I was dressed in board shorts and a t-shirt. Nothing necessarily girly. Also, as seen above, my hair is pretty short. Most would say that I look like a boy. 

When I finally made my way to the park, there were a few boys there messing around. I didn’t really think anything of them being there, so I continued with my jog and began to approach them, seeing as they were sitting right by the path I was on. 

I was finally close enough to talk to them, but instead of just ignoring me, two of them began to jog in front of me. They eventually slowed down their pace and were basically jogging right next to me. I had my iPod in and I wasn’t listening to anything they were saying, because I figured they weren’t saying anything worth listening to. 

After about twenty paces with the two of them on each side of myself, one of them did something I never expected: he pulled his arm back and completely clocked me in the face with his elbow. After he hit me, his friend looked at me and said “Have a nice day, dyke.”

I immediately stopped walking because I could feel the blood gushing down my face and I ran back home. I haven’t stopped crying since. 

The only reason why I took a picture of this and the only reason why I’m posting it on my blog is because I want people to know that these things actually happen. I haven’t even cleaned my face off yet. This is more important I have been a victim of bullying for quite some time now (ever since I cut my hair off) and today was the first time I’ve ever experienced the physical aspect of it. I have never felt so horrible about myself as I do right now. 

So please, followers, if you see ANYBODY getting bullied (not just your friends or family) help them out…because I can guarentee that if I had somebody by my side when this happened, I would feel a lot better. 

Today I got clocked in the face and injured because of the way I look. What a world we live in. 

Ok, So what’s with the re-blogging what does that mean? Can you comment on things or is it just basically re-bloggin and liking? I’m still quite confused? Need some guidance… I’m bored and too lazy at the moment to try and figure it out. Maybe you can explain a lil… Please!! Anything and I mean anything would really help…

When you live your live for others, you may feel a form of fulfillment but as the years pass and you look at your live you may realize you have done nothing for yourself. It’s not that being a lil selfish is a bad thing. But, when you don’t do anything for yourself you can happily say I have accomplished ___________ (fill in the blank). Well of course this doesn’t apply to everybody. I’m actually talking about those who don’t work to serve others. If it’s your job, it’s your job. But, I want to say… live for you self a lil. give yourself happiness. Be Happy. Don’t get lost in the world of yesterday. Help others and be selfless but don’t give them everything to the point you have nothing for you. Think of yourself as well. Now, if you’re already selfish… this doesn’t apply to you!! You already do everything and then some for you! We need to bring happiness to others but also to ourselves. Don’t forget about you when you’re giving someone else your smile!